Ashes:

Take It back Downtown where there was fun

You would never age but you were never young

Your cracked skin and those fading scars

Your smokers cough, spewing out lies

 

Stop lying to yourself

You know you loved it x3

You loved it

You loved it

 

Your addictive personality got the best of you

You could never put the pills down

but you always seemed to let me

You said you hated it,

but let's be honest for a moment here shall we? Ashley?

 

Stop lying to yourself

You know you loved it x3

You loved it

You loved it

 

Will you please stop smoking with my jacket on,

I can't take the smell, the smell, of losing you

Losing you

 

Suicidal grey eyes never like ecstacy

 

Stop lying to yourself

You know you loved it

Stop lying to yourself

You know you loved it

Lovin’ it

Lovin’ it

You loved it

You loved you loved it

 

How can you say that you found love?

 

When you, you lost your mind

You lost your mind

You lost your mind

You lost your mind

On that night











 

Patrick:

 

College Scholarship, Sports, and a Beautiful Girl.

Addiction, A messed up family tormented your mind controlled all of your life decisions.

 

Cause you had things going for you,

you knew the consequences,

but you didn't care at all

 

What did you say?

 

Drugs ruined your life, but so did your family.

Your taste in music was flawless, but your taste for destruction got you pinned down in hell.

What you called heaven

 

Cause you had things going for you,

you knew the consequences,

Did you really care at all?

 

You couldn’t handle it

 

I thought that we would live for

eachother

 

Cause you had things going for you,

you knew the consequences,

Did you really care at all?

 

Cause you don't know how long I waited for you, on that park bench so cold in the beginning of summer.

 

Do you want to know how I feel?

I feel nothing




 

Pity Me:

 

Let's Rewind Lets go to the start

I wanna see how many times i can play with your Heart

Lets see how things go from here

Do you trust me enough to push your hair right over your ear?

 

I just wanna use you

In the worst possible way

There's nothing left in this world for me

So baby please come over and pity me

 

Come right here there's a seat next to me

Take a good look and you will see

Everything you want yeah that's what i am

And if you think otherwise, i don't give a damn

 

I just wanna use you

In the worst possible way

There's nothing left in this world for me

Baby please come over and pity me

 

Please, please help me

I wanna know what it’s like

To feel, feel something

 

I just wanna use you

In the worst possible way

There's nothing left in this world for me

Baby please come over and pity me

 

Cause I know I haven't been the same lately

And quite frankly i don't think I’ll change

So come right here, you know what to do

Pity me Pity me Pity me



 

One way Doors:

I take a walk down fake street, where i buy my tabs and my rocks.

I recall what happened last time i walked down this alleyway.

Who would've thought that seventeen years in the making, i’d be so messed, up.

 

When I was young they told me,

if i walk down this path there would would only be one way out.

I got caught and wrapped up in it.

In it, in it

 

My walk back home was frightening, a mix of the whole box and bottle made sure i kept myself tied to a feeling of anxiety.

Society hates those like me, those who love to stay stupid and those stay trapped.

Little do they know what we're going through.

 

When I was young they told me,

if i walk down this path there would would only be one way out.

I got caught and wrapped up in it.

In it

 

Now I’ve lost my way out

Yeah I’ve lost my way out

There’s no way out

No

 

When I take that last pill i cant promise it's the first i took,

there’s no way i can take a second look,

i’m addicted, to the pain, the stress, the feeling in my chest,

Makes me feel, makes me know, i’ve always known, makes me know, i'm not okay.


 

Dan:

The Lisp,

Without the s,

And the cancerous,

remarks.

You were brave,

you kept going,

and you tried to keep your strength,

even though you wanted to die.

Cause you would try and sleep,

but you were in pain,

your mind would race

and you never wanted the morning to come

 

Cause you tried those past couple of years

And i saw you wanted to stay with us, but it caught up, with you.

Oh-oh-oh-oh

It was your favorite color red.

 

You used to get so worried that you would fall asleep and never wake up, so you used to stay awake and try to keep the pain at bay.

You were confused on why so many people hurt themselves, when so many people just hurt each other, You said, Dan i'll never forget that you

 

That you tried those past couple of years

And i saw you wanted to stay with us, but it caught up, with you.

Oh-oh-oh-oh

You wanted no more of this hurting

You wanted no more of this hurting

I told you Dan, there won't be any hurting where you’re going my good friend.

I’m sorry too, cause I miss you.





 

Number Man:

It was the midst of summer, no, it was the midst of winter when i could feel him clawing.

I couldn't hear him because he worshipped the sound of his own voice.

But now

he tries to explain

but i just can't

understand

But everybody wants to know

Everybody wants to know

Everybody wants to know

The plight of the number man

 

Take a chance

You are number one

Leave no trail

Of blood and dust behind

 

He tried to change me

He tried to fix me

He started to do something

But i made him just stop

You said

That good things

Should come

To good people

So now I want to know

I’ve always wanted to know

I’ve always wanted to know

The plight of the number man


 

Take a chance

You are number one

Leave no trail

Cause he will follow you into the night

 

And now I sit here and realize

That I am you, you are me

 

I’m the number man

I am number on one