H.O.P.E. EP:

California Sadness:

Bright lights shining on a troubled night

Illuminated faces thinking about much darker thing

Sunshine city with rays shining on a wave of water

Swallowing those who oppose it

A dry environment that leaves a weird taste in your mouth

Then the the trouble starts singing

 

Lonely

With a phoney way of saying it

It aint a life for me

It aint a life for me

That Cali life, come with smiling spitefulness

It aint a life for me

It aint a life for me

 

The sun, setting on the homes,

And those without a home still looking for a ray of it

Those gathered around to keep a dream alive

But not to discuss how

When life starts keeping the fake awake,

Will time treat, those, who wait?!
 

Lonely

With a phoney way of saying it

It aint a life for me

It aint a life for me

That Cali life, come with smiling spitefulness

It aint a life for me

It aint a life for me

 

In the way people walk there's an indication in the tone of how they talk a combination of the waves, hitting the rocks, is what keeps me, awake

 

Lonely

With a phoney way of saying it

It aint a life for me

It aint a life for me

That Cali life, come with smiling spitefulness

It aint a life for me

It aint a life for me

It’s not a life worth living

If you’re not with me

 

H.O.P.E.:

When we were young, we were told to always have hope

When we got older

they told us there's no hope for you

5/8/14 I heard something that changed my life,

to think, it changed my life, I say

 

Hold on

Pain ends

I’m here for you don't worry

Don't stop,

Believin,

In yourself you're worth it

Just because,

What they say,

Is really degrading

Just know,

We’re here,

Through thick and thin

 

If you're ever feeling down,

Sad or depressed,

Know that there is someone there for you,

To help you solve every issue that is addressed

Know that it’ll get worse before it gets better,

But in the end you’ll have a hell of a story to tell

And a stranger heart to prove it

 

Hold on

Pain ends

I’m here for you don't worry

Don't stop,

Believin,

In yourself you're worth it

Just because,

What they say,

Is really degrading

Just know,

We’re here,

Through thick and thin

 

Hold on

Pain ends

I’m here for you don't worry

Don't stop,

Believin,

In yourself you're worth it

Just because,

What they say,

Is really degrading

Just know,

We’re here,

Through thick and thin

Hold on

Pain will end

I know you've been suffering

Why do you take things out on yourself

And just because you don't think you're worth that much,

Just know I love you

 

Amanda:

Self examination

A total lack of concentration

We thought the pills would make it all better

You had a feeling that feeling those feelings would bring you so far down you wouldn't get better

 

A combination of self obliteration

And a need for approval

 

I would love to see you now

Drawing your cares away

To create something you loved

But that project took too long i guess

Your clock stopped working so you thought you were out of time

 

A combination of self obliteration

And a need for approval

You need us,

But now you're in need

Of them

 

A combination of self obliteration

And a need for approval

You need us,

But now you're in need

Of them

 

If I Could:

If I could go back a year

I would erase these tears

Cause I would have another day

To tell you what I locked away

In my heart

 

But I blew it 

And I can't go back

To the times we had

And now I'm feeling mad at myself

Cause I'm looking like a fool

As your headed off to school 

And I am missing you

If only you knew

How hard it was to say

I loved you and I wanted you to stay

 

If I could go back a year

I would erase these tears

Cause I would have another day

To tell you what I locked away

Cause my heart's filled with fear

And my thoughts are so unclear

 

Yeah I blew it 

And I can't go back

To the times we had

And now I'm feeling mad at myself

Cause I threw it all away

And I need to go back to that day

To tell you 

I love you

I need you

I want you here

But I won't see you for a year

But I won't see you for a year

 

If I could go back a year

I would erase these tears

Cause I would have another day

To tell you what I locked away

Cause my heart's filled with fear

And my thoughts are so unclear

 

Cause now I'm crying

And feel like dying 

 

If I could go back a year

I would erase these tears

Cause I would have another day

To tell you what I locked away

In my heart

But now you're gone

Yeah you're gone

For so long

 

Tuesday:

Wakin' up to a weird sorta sounds

Brain so shot blood running from the top

 

Wakin’ up on a Tuesday morning

falling outta bed seemed pretty normal

Waiting for time to change

 

Cuts done bleedin', my decision decides my life                      

God give me a pardon pass, no room for error

 

Wakin' up on a Tuesday morning

falling outta bed seemed pretty normal

Waiting for time to change

 

Love is gone, lies are present,

Not wanting to be alive seemed so normal,

When the meds don't work,

Life is hard to live on a Tuesday morning

 

Wakin’ up on a Tuesday morning

falling outta bed seemed pretty normal

Waiting for time to change

 

Wakin up on a Tuesday morning

falling outta bed seemed pretty normal

Waiting for time to change

 

 

Backspacer:

He’s a backspacer

No trace of him

Try to go back

Try to go back

Cant find him

So stop to look

 

I have no name

my name is no one

unexistent

No one considers others pain

Just their own personal gain

Im sitting! Waiting! Explaining the end

Exaggerate…

 

He’s a backspacer

No trace of him

Try to go back

Try to go back

Cant find him

So stop to look

 

Beasts of war that cuddle and play

Tables have turned,

Clocks have changed,

It's time for Revolution

Visionaries complaining

About seeing things

Symptoms so strong strong,

I’m imagining death

 

He’s a backspacer

No trace of him

Try to go back

Try to go back

Cant find him

So stop to look

 

Take time off,

Don't be too soft,

It’s the end of the line,

Running out of time

Sometimes riots can be quiet,

Other times screams can be silent

Woah

 

He’s a backspacer

No trace of him

Try to go back

Try to go back

Cant find him

So stop to look

He’s a backspacer

No trace of him

Try to go back

Try to go back

Cant find him

So stop to look